13.7.07

the patron saint of liars and fakes.

i need to know that this too, shall pass.
that there is a happy ending after all of this.
that only him and i matter.
i need to know that this feeling i have
this heavy weight that is suffacating me will be lifted
that i have been through worse.
that we're so much better then this.

all i can do is breathe.

2 comments:

stephanie said...

read my blog. it's for you. love you.

Jr's Fan said...

Can you not feel the strength of the people around you? The ones that will protect you and see this journey through to its completion? You can do nothing for those that are angry, resentful,or frightened. When and animal is backed into a corner, no one can be sure how it will react. You have one hell of a task to work at over the next three weeks. That is to love Vance, understand his position in all this, appreciate your personal strengths, the ones that have gotten you through tough times before. Most of all, to put yourself above all this. It is ugly, there is no erasing that, but thats not your fault, you can do nothing to change it. So please, breathe deeply, love openly and unconditionally and let your rock(s) take care of you.

love mom