28.4.07

a little's enough.

i'll refuse to let you make me feel bad about where i am.
and what im experiancing while im here
and the things im doing.
because you're not.

you say it isnt fair to you that you dont get what you want.
when it seems so simple to you.
and maybe it is.

and its bullshit to condemn me for posting pictures for you.
i dont post them here for me.
i can go into a folder and look.
i post them so you have one less reason to be upset about.
not because i want to.

so the next time im feeling generous.
i'll remember.

2 comments:

Jr's Fan said...
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stephanie said...

how was anyone making you feel bad about where you were?
did anyone say anything to you the whole time you were there? i know i didn't, i wasn't even home.
so maybe before you go off on a little rant about what you THINK you know, you should do a little research and maybe you'll learn something.
i wasn't mad that you got to see ainsley and i didn't. i honestly could care less. i went to kelowna with darcy and had an amazing time.
do i miss ainsley? of course i do, who wouldn't? anyone who says they don't is lying.
the only thing that pissed me off was your little comments about going to alberta when you knew that it hurt my feelings.
but hey, what's family for. if they can't walk all over you then who can?